i dun understand

i dun understand what u really want from me?kalu dh x de pape bleh x jgn cari lg stay away from my life..ckp mcm ular xde pendirian,kalu nak ckp nak xnak just go away!!sgt2 mmberi tekanan bcoz i wanna get rid all this crap ok.i dun wanna burden myself to think,makan dalam.mmg susah nak lupe tp i'll try hard to forget and start new,so give me chance to start my new life bcoz it has nthg to so with u.
jgn jd mcm ni..berbelit2 n bisa bleh membunuh!